A Merry Merry Christmas and Happy Holiday, its simply what I want right now. Today is the day where in our savoir was born and also this day I was scheduled to meet my second family.LOL
Yeah right, for almost a decade of staying in our house at last I can go out for a minute to take a peek in the place where I never dreamed to see. Kidding, actually I'm planning to spend some quality time in my so called boyfriend but things didn't go well this days so I keep on canceling our date(kuno) but I didn't have any regrets cause I know that when the right time comes its surely one of the best, a superb in my term and I will treasure it for the rest of my life.
This 2010 my Christmas is simply ordinary but I'm really thankful for those people that keeps on guiding me, supporting and making me a strong to face the world for once and for all. I admit my life are always turning upside and down but it doesn't make me feel better or something cause I know that someday all of my difficulties will come in good terms. Every Christmas and for almost everyday that I was outside, seeing those unfortunate people lying in the ground without anything makes me feel sick cause I don't have something to share and sometimes some thoughts comes out in my mind including "government is really blind" cause they just pretending that they didn't see those children wearing rugs, sleeping in the streets and asking for some coins in order to buy themselves a bread for them to survive.
They all say that the true spirit of Christmas is sharing but why other people can't share? It is really something that makes me realize that having bread in lunch is much better than nothing.
Sorry folks, its supposed to be one big happy holiday but I think I am just being dramatic this time.
