Appreciation, they say that's what I want but they've got it all wrong. I don't need any appreciation, all I want is to be heard but how can they hear and understand what I want if I'm not saying anything? Its really mind binding isn't it?
Who will think that a person like me has something in mind? I bet no one but let me tell you something about it. No matter what life will bring a lot of things are keep on coming and popping into our heads, making us be more creative and more useful but how can we use those thoughts if didn't attempt to make some noise?
Do you think that sitting in the corner, alone in the dark is a sign of insanity? I think not cause based on my experience it can help us think more and more. Way back then, doing something does not mean that you want a so called appreciation, it is something that doesn't exist in my whole system even though I appreciate those small things that other people made for more. As I said before, I'm easy to please and its easier for me to appreciate such things in this world but take note that I'm not soft to break. It takes so much courage and effort to break me but if you'd think that I am that strong enough then you are wrong. I'm just pretending that I'm okay, everything is normal and nothing has changed but deep inside I keep on struggling and thinking what should I do to make things right, to cope up and help myself stand.
It’s not that easy but who cares? I know I can do it and even if other will say that I can't I know I can and if ever I fail, I will just keep on trying and trying.
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