Selfishness

Being selfish is not quite normal inspite that it’s really disgusting, the word itself signifies a lot which is usually not that good. When I was a kid I used call myself selfish inspite I know I'm not. Kind, helpful, faithful, sweet and almost possible adjectives describes me but I never boost myself, I used to be humble as anyone could be cause I know that being humble in my own unique ways is something special. But where I am now? I'm still here, sitting in the corner thinking what will happen tomorrow and thinking what should I do next. After all those struggles, attempts and tears in order to help and make other people happy, here I am now, alone and empty.

I make other people happy, I cared for them but do they ever ask or even think that I'm okay? I bet not cause they didn't know anything about me, they will just come to me when they needed me. But selfishness is not a reason that you should be mad in your friends and forget your moments together, either sad or happy.

Selfishness takes place when we crave and ask for something that we don't like that much but we used to try our best to have it in order to be popular and whatever.